So much rage

I like to think that I am a calm person. They I don't experience as much rage as I once did when I was younger. Sadly though, nothing pisses me off as much as my dad. He tells me to do something, but if it is not done exactly how he wants it done in the exact time frame he feels it should be done, he yells at me.

Venting

I have not posted in a long time. I don't know why.

Ok, onto what I am pissed off about. My dad keeps treating me like shit. He sleeps all fucking day long and stays up all fucking night, but if I do it he gets pissed. He is doing jack shit with his life and he is in his 50's, yet he bitches at me for having trouble finding a job at 27. I wanna work, I really do, what I don't want is to have to listen to my dad bitch at me every day about how I need to get a job. What can I do though? I can't talk to him about it. I wont have a place to live. Yes, he is my dad, but he has always been a shitty dad. I know if I pissed him off too much he would kick me out.

Sick of this BS

Everything Corey wants Corey gets. Everything Corey wants to do, we do. I am so fucking sick of his fucking bs. I never get to do what I wanna do. I never get to anything I want. It is all about Corey or April. FUCK. I am so fucking sick of this shit? When will it ever be about me? Never. That is when. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. FUCK COREY FUCK APRIL FUCK EVERY ONE FUCK FUCK FUCK.

Ugh

Dear sweet gods. Corey thinks he knows EVERYTHING! He always thinks he is so much smarter then me. HE IS NOT!!! I just get so fucking sick of his shit.

Pathfinder

Tonight we are playing pathfinder for the first time in a few weeks. Sometimes when we are not doing anything, other people will play videos online.  It is not an issue. Yet, when we are not doing anything, and I play a video online, I get in trouble. I am not allowed to do the same things everyone else can do. WTF? I don't get it. It just pisses me the FUCK off. I can't stand how I am not treated like everyone else. Corey treats me like a fucking kid. I AM NOT A KID! I am a grown ass woman, and should be treated like one.